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04 November 2012 @ 01:11 pm




To play with one's cards exposed is neither useful nor polite.

 
 
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12 March 2011 @ 09:15 pm
& where they go I follow... )
 
 
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04 July 2009 @ 12:44 pm
We're starting the day with some mud masque, to help the ucky acne feeling on my face.
 

Party this afternoon, made cupcakes, etc. Tomorrow, going to work out at Lifetime, woohoo! Bitch is going to be skinny and cosplaying soon~ 
 
 
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02 July 2009 @ 10:53 pm
She wakes up in the same bed as her cousins, wrapped up between a pair of protective bodies in the warm darkness of the canopy. They move to fit her every shift, and after a few turns, she settles in with her face nestled in Debitt's neck and her back against Jasdero's stomach. He drapes a light arm over her thin waist; she sighs, making Debitt shiver. They all press closer, and they collectively tug the comforter up to their chins. Little kittens in a nest, she fancies, letting Debitt adjust the pillow beneath them before falling back to sleep.
 
 
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02 July 2009 @ 10:34 am
As I sit in the eCave in the bowels of Colorado State's Student Center, I have nothing better to do than work on a livejournal post. So. Hello, everyone. It's been a while.

I'm working on a few things right now, mainly trying to figure out how to get money. I'm very poor and need that to stop.

In other news, I have my schedule for the fall: 



I'm dropping Communications Law, which means amazing amounts of sleeping in three days a week. Oceanography is just this... class I have to take to fill a requirement. Don't really care, so whatever. The rest seem like they'll be okay, especially writing arguments. It'll be easy, yay~

I'm also beginning a blog of my own for anime reviews/other fandom stuff. I have this vague dream of becoming a regular contributor to the Girls Entertainment Network, and hey, I have to start somewhere. It's on wordpress; egalotry.wordpress.com. Not much up yet, but I'm working on it, slowly. 

Damn, we have to leave. /sob

Text me, please. I'm in boredom hell. 720 341 0077 
 
 
 
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26 June 2009 @ 10:43 pm

Morning in Hyde Park was brisk, fresh, and punctuated by the crunch of hundreds of hooves in peach-coloured gravel. There were few women among the riders on Rotten Row, those who felt confident their ability to ride alongside the gentlemen. Rhode and Lulubelle were keeping pace alongside the men of their families, David and Jasdero flanking their cousin's dappled Arabian astride a pair of heavy Percheron while the pretty Benjamin fawned over his new Lady Disraeli as they trotted side by side on their Thoroughbred bays. The Lady Kamelot was ailing, as was often the case these days, and had retired to Ladies' Mile for a languid stroll upon her sweet Carpathian pony. Cyril was not terribly bothered by his wife's absence, quite entertained by his newly returned brother. Tyki looked prepared to throttle the Prime Minister at times, but absence truly made the heart grow fonder, and he mostly seemed content to be among family once more.

Rhode was not entirely satisfied to be riding sidesaddle, nor with the tame nature of their ride. She preferred romps across their vast estate in the countryside, tempting scandal where no one could see by wearing David's old breeches and shirt, galloping at a breakneck pace across moor and moss to tempt her luck at jumps. In London, however, she was obligated to maintain a light canter, and the twins were always nearby to help her quell her temptations. The troublesome trio did impeccably at keeping pace, watching the newlyweds and entertaining themselves by making snide remarks. It was far too easy, really; they all kept polite little smiles on their faces, nodding to the ladies and gentlemen they passed as they maligned.

"Do you suppose he shares her love of cats?" Jasdero adjusted his ascot as he guided the horse with one hand on the reins.

"I doubt he cares. She's a minx," David grinned, nudging his mount away from a sharp tap of Rhode's crop.

"Oh, hush, you two! I'm sure he appreciates how pretty she is," Rhode shifted her hips, getting a better seat in the saddle with a soft noise of discomfort.

"As well as her tongue." David leaned over, hooking a hand around one of Rhode's hips and tugging her firmly on top of her horse. "Try to stay up. It would be very embarrassing to pick you up out of the dirt on your first ride of the Season."

Rhode muttered something that could have been a thank-you, smiling as a pair of boys gawked her up as she passed. "This Season is going to be perfect."

"Because you're the prettiest girl in London," Jasdero's charming smile faded rather quickly after a rather unsavory young woman trotted by. "I have a feeling there is something in the smelling salts these ladies are using. There aren't this many ugly broads in all of Norfolk."

"Jasdero!" David and Rhode exclaimed in unison, the latter breaking down into rather unseemly giggles.

Tyki came sliding to a walk beside the three youngsters, looking a bit haggard. "Discussing your aunt's sexual relationship with her husband is not quite the appropriate line of conversation for a ride in public, children."

"Oh, dear. How did you outrun Cyril on that old nag, Tyki?" David didn't look terribly excited to have his uncle in close proximity, especially when Rhode drew out of their cozy formation to ride beside the older man.

"It's a stallion, David. I'm aware you're far better suited to fish and mermaids, but even you should be able to recognize a fine piece of horseflesh when you see it." Tyki's tone was casually disdainful, and his niece giggled at the insult.

"You two, be nice. You have all summer to tear each other apart." Rhode tsked, looking between the two with mild disapproval. "It wouldn't be any fun if you killed each other before we even start."
 
 
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26 June 2009 @ 08:42 pm
A doodle of Victoria-verse Rhode, with somewhat uneven eyes. Hush, I never claimed to be an artist. This is why I write. 
 
 
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25 June 2009 @ 11:41 am
PSA: How fucking stupid is drama? Really fucking stupid.


Check out [info]noyades . I'd really like to get this started. Really getting sick of this roleplay drama shit.
 
 
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25 June 2009 @ 01:27 am
There were many scraps of recollection that remained from her time in the stone basements of this prison. When they had drilled holes into her skull with no anesthetic, only paralysis; when they had drawn so much blood from her body that she had been reduced to shakes and wretching; when they had cut into her chest, for- for-

For science.

The single act she remembered with perfect clarity was, ironically, the only thing they could not justify as useful or in any way humane. Stripped of her powers, fully under their control, and sick from weeks of torture, Rhode had been defeated. They had finished all they had intended. She was defeated.

And then, they stole the light.

They had paralyzed her again, whatever toxin they injected into her spidery veins with another painful stab of a needle. She hadn't even fought; she didn't have the energy or will. When they cut into her head again, there was a strange, animalistic noise of pain, so normal by now that she wasn't aware it was coming from her own throat.

The scalpel split her porcelain flesh like the tenderest of meat, blood welling up to stain the white surface and drain onto the metal table below. With expert precision, the scientist cut through muscle, deep into the side of her face, before reaching for a pair of long, cruel-looking operating scissors. The sharp point was forced into the opening he had created, metal probing about in the back of her face uncomfortably. Stop, she moaned, Oh my God, but they did not flinch. When they found what they were looking for, the blades opened, sending a shooting pain through the girl's entire skull.

Snip.

The world went half-black.

Rhode screamed. It was an unearthly noise, carrying through the very bones of the building, and she didn't stop. Louder, and louder, and they just kept going. Tyki, she wailed, Cyril, Cyril, father, daddy, PLEASE-


When the paralysis wore off, and she was alone, and in the darkness-

Pretend this next part isn't here. I don't like it. )
 
 
 
 
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23 June 2009 @ 08:01 pm
So I'm filling out this application for ANTM. Here's some of what I have so far.


You're A Big Girl Now )


This is going to be fun. Now, if only my mother would go mute.
 
 
 
 
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23 June 2009 @ 04:50 pm
The sky was still half summer when the rain began, landing on the pavement in a loud chorus of breaking water. The song began in allegro, skipping the soothing prelude to attack the filth of the earth, a torrent of cleansing water to bring life to the achingly dry plain. Black clouds reached for the mountains, straining to overcome the periwinkle blue and pale yellow that had covered the sky in watercolor grace only minutes before. Soon all was grey, the sickly gold light of the horizon creating an eerie sensation of twilight amidst the flashes of blinding lightning and the dull snarls of thunder. It was as though a giant lion were perched just out of sight, howling, growling, roaring as it bound from place to place in desperation. A tree scorched and screamed as lightning slapped its tall branches, a tongue of flame rising among the pine needles.
 
 
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22 June 2009 @ 04:10 pm
Aha. I'm not sure what possessed me, but my mother suggested it, and I guess I have nothing better to do.

So.

I'm submitting for cycle 13 of America's Next Top Model.

Expecting absolutely nothing, but I'll show you guys my submission video when I get it finished and uploaded. It'll be good for some lulz.


Currently working on sewing my kimono from last year, and contemplating talking to my mother about dropping math. I'm just very burned out on school, and I feel like I'm not living up to my potential academically right now.
 
 
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19 June 2009 @ 11:58 pm

"I created you- I made you into an assassin, a perfect killer, and you dare raise your hand against me?"

He drove the toe of his boot square into her gut, sneer bordering on the sadistic as she hacked and crumbled.

"Ungrateful bitch." 

She was a high-spirited girl, even when she was being beaten down, and Tobias found her resilience exciting. Her blue eyes burned with hatred behind her muddied black hair, lips red with her own blood, cheeks blushed purple from his fists. Beautiful, he marveled, readying himself for another kick. She wasn't finished fighting, however; she grabbed his ankle as he kicked her again, dragging him down roughly.

Tobias woofed as he hit the ground, reaching to get a grip on the girl's legs before she could scramble out of range, but she was waiting for that. Several sharp kicks toward his face didn't land, though they made it hard to catch her, and when he finally had hold of a foot he twisted it sharply. It popped, but she rolled with it, teeth gritted against the pain. There wasn't a chance to free herself, this time, amateur fighting mistakes entirely absent from Tobias' movement. He forcefully dragged her backward, a hand slamming into the base of her back to keep her down even as she jabbed an elbow sharply into his stomach. Flipping her onto her back wasn't difficult once he raised himself to his elbows, putting his weight on her shoulders to keep her down.

"Do you need your lessons refreshed, Brogan?" He hissed the words, enjoying that flash of fear in her eyes as his grip on her tightened. Reminding her what she had become, forcing her broken mind back to be replaced by the slave he had created- He would enjoy every moment of it. She would learn her place.

 
 
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19 June 2009 @ 09:57 am
ic questions meme
Stolen from [info]stutterbird

Ask any of the characters I roleplay a question, and I'll reply in-character as them with an answer. [ If you know one that isn't listed, that works, too. I just haven't updated the list yet. :X ]

Feel free to ask them ANYTHING, Regardless of whether you know their canon or not.

Feel free to also ask them as your own character. They will respond accordingly.
 
 
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17 June 2009 @ 12:27 pm
Microeconomics
☐ Post five replies for Econ discussion one
☐ Finish Project One for Econ
☐ Write Case Study One for Econ
☐ Take Graphing Quiz for Econ
☐ Take Quiz one for Econ
☐ Read Chapter 1
☐ Read Chapter 2
☐ Read Chapter 3
☐ Read Chapter 4
☐ Read Chapter 5


Math
☐ 1.1 Homework
☐ 1.2 Homework
☐ 1.3 Homework
☐ 1.4 Homework
☐ 1.5 Homework
☐ 1.6 Homework
☐ 1.7 Homework
☐ 2.1 Homework
☐ 2.2 Homework
☐ 2.3 Homework
☐ 2.4 Homework
☐ 2.5 Homework
☐ 2.6 Homework
☐ 2.7 Homework
☐ Finish take-home part of Test One


I'm basically certain there is more I need to do; this is just the main stuff. All that Econ stuff needs to be done by tomorrow, though.... Procrastination was not a wise choice there.

Well, dentist time, then tutoring. Let's see if I can get any of this crazy stuff done before acting.

 
 
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17 June 2009 @ 12:03 pm
I woke up with a sinus infection this morning, yuck.

Today's schedule is a little something like this:

☆ Math - 8.30 to 12.00 (got out early)
☆ Dentist - 1.10 to whatever
☆ Tutoring - 3.00 to 4.00
☆  Acting -  6.30 to 9.30

Generally, life is kind of hectic until next week. Tomorrow I have Econ class (with my mother, really), and Friday, we're going up to Fort Collins for various college appointments. The weekend will be catching up on homework, with great delight.

I need to figure out where I'm going to fit in practice with the new band, while finalizing whether or not I really want to do the gothic rock bit. I dunno; I kinda feel like having the flexibility to sing happy, silly stuff when I feel like it.

Once I get some cash in, I'm going to buy muslin for my mockups,

 
 
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16 June 2009 @ 01:18 pm




✯ P I M P ✯

 
 
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16 June 2009 @ 09:38 am



Friendslist has been cleaned up.

This journal is going to be mostly public from this point forward.
 
 
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21 May 2009 @ 03:18 pm

I'M GOING BACKSTAGE AT NINJA DENVER~
 
 
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